Astronaut Discloses Depression In the Wake of Wave of Harassment Following Journey
A Vietnamese-American astronaut has spoken candidly about her struggle with mental health after enduring a massive wave of online abuse in the aftermath of a landmark journey to the edge of space.
The 34-year-old activist – celebrated as a researcher and activist – was part of the brief journey to space earlier this year, which also carried well-known figures.
The much-publicized journey was met with derision by some, who cited its expense and ecological impact.
Reflecting on the experience, the astronaut, who was celebrated as the first Vietnamese woman in space, stated the vicious response overshadowed her achievement under an “avalanche of misogyny”.
“I told her my depression might last for years,” the astronaut shared in a online statement, referring to a phone call from a mission companion in the aftermath of the flight.
She portrayed the subsequent media coverage and social media frenzy as an unprecedented psychological assault.
“For a full week, I was bedridden and couldn't leave my Texas location,” she confessed. “Weeks after, I was forced to terminate a call, my voice choked by tears.”
Overshadowed by Sexism
Ms. Nguyen, who has conducted studies in female health science and operated research during the flight, said everything she had worked for – including her scientific research and extensive preparation to the personal milestone of her heritage – was buried under the tide of misogyny.
She is best known for her tireless campaigning protecting the rights of victims of sexual violence.
Her own goal of reaching space was put on hold after being assaulted during her college days, leading to a protracted legal battle.
The Fog Begins to Lift
Now, eight months after reaching space, she noted the “fog of grief has started to lift”, and she acknowledged the followers whose kindness helped save her. “You all saved me,” she said.
She noted that despite the negativity, considerable good had emerged from the experience, including spotlight on her women's health research and chances to influence leaders.
About the Mission
The computer-piloted spacecraft lifted off from its launch site in April, carrying the all-female team on a 11-minute journey that passed the internationally recognized boundary of outer space.
The group of women also comprised experts in various fields.
The enterprise behind the mission is a commercial aerospace company launched by a Amazon founder.